During his juvenile diversion Eric made a test where he marked the 1-3 times in 5 questions: Passed out (become unconscious); became sick to your stomach, had physical shakes or tremors; felt guilty and felt bad and felt tired and weak.
Eric and Dylan in the cafeteria
“Personally I have been trying to define who I am, to put myself under some sort of category, to somehow help myself understand who I am and what I stand for. It seems like every week my point of view changes on people, and yet it stays the same. What a paradox hah. Minds change constantly, whenever I try to figure something out that means something to me I can never come up with an exact conclusion. There is always exceptions and stuff. I don’t think humans are meant to define themselves, we just make quick judgements and go with that, sometimes we will spend an entire lifetime trying to figure out someone and even after that length of time we still cant possibly know everything about that person. The same goes for ourselves, just when we think we know who we are when a new event happens that throws everything we know about ourselves out the window.” - Eric Harris, 10/12/98
Sometimes I feel fucked up in the head
That´s when I want to see all children dead